thing i've learned about myself this year #1098294856

Last time I was stressed out about applications, I questioned my very existence: what I wanted out of life, who I could depend on, and the deepest connections I had.

This time, I got strep throat.

Despite being contained in my house for the last week and the next two weeks because I'm contagious and IT HURTS, I think I like the strep throat thing better.

There's nothing fun about questioning who you are, and questioning who you love is even more frightening.

P.S. I think it might be bad that I think that Teacher's College is already in the bag... because I'm not really trying.